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[May. 23rd, 2006|11:39 pm] |
Man,
getting my tonsils/adenoids out was one of the worst things ever that has happened to me.
It's almost been a week and I'm still in horrible pain, with a disgusting taste in my mouth, and an equally disgusting looking throat.
:( |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 23rd, 2004|09:00 pm] |
My journal is now friends only.
So if you want to read my entries, add me as a friend.
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| 2 weeks, no talk. |
[Apr. 18th, 2004|12:53 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | complacent | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Expo '86 - Death Cab for Cutie | ] |
Part of me wants to call, part of me wants to disregard my feelings.
***
My mom knows, but at least she understands.
She isn't angry the slightest bit. I'm glad.
She knows I'm not an attention whore, or a whore for that matter.
***
Nice message on my phone last night... I'm not quite sure how to deal with it. Confrontation maybe? This is getting ridiculous. Just like the Canucks game last night. Holy moses that dragged on till forever. But finally they conquered, thank goodness. Still ridiculous though.
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My brain is confused mass of certainty. |
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[Apr. 9th, 2004|09:48 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | crappy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Forgery - Argyle | ] |
I'm their entertainment I think.
I'm a joke, they just keep laughing. |
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| Same, yet different. |
[Mar. 20th, 2004|05:47 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Hoobastank - The reason | ] |
I'm back.
My mom told me she had tears in her eyes when she saw me again, because she said I had grown and matured so quickly in the short 10 days that I spent with the most amazing people I have ever met in my life. It's wierd to be back, I miss what I had there, and who I was. But now I am that person here.
I spoke on behalf of our platoon at graduation, and this is my speech.
Good Afternoon Ladies and Gentlemen, officers, and troop mates. These last 10 days of pain, devotion and goals have led us up to this very moment. From the very first second of stepping out of the car door, lights flashing eerily around us, we all knew we were in for a difficult journey. The first night dragged on for what seemed days, and us cadets took it all in. A bit shocked, a bit scared, but mostly anxious to see what lay ahead in the upcoming days. Physical Training at six in the morning. The refreshing bite of a 'fun run' in the crisp morning air. Our breakfast then followed, prepared by the amazing staff of Stillwood Lodge. Classes continued, and with each passing day, our brains expanded ( shocking I know) with important facts and information for the career that we might choose. The many injuries from sports, we toughed them out. And then came drill, the class that finally whipped our independant teenage heads into alert comprehensive educated young adults. Each day passed more quickly and quickly with twists, turns and sweat along the way. I can tell just by looking around this room, that we have all developed important knowledge, skills, and a positive outlook on life. And most importantly, we have learned how to work as a team. We, as a troop, aided each other into reaching for the top, and outdoing the impossible. With all that we learned, I know we will return to our hometowns as better people who will make a difference in our communities, and motivate others to do the same as we did which is never ever giving up. The constables and corporals are probably looking forward to restiong their voices, and getting us out of their hair, even though they secretly enjoyed every minute with us. We thank them and appreciate it so much that they sacrificed so much for us, and made such a positive impact on today's generation. Congratulations 2004 RCMP youth academy. We reached for the highest star, and we now hold it in our hands. Thank you.
Heard his voice, I feel complete. |
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| Just kind of fitting. |
[Mar. 1st, 2004|05:34 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Aqualung - Strange and Beautiful | ] |
I've been watching your world from afar
I've been trying to be where you are
And I've been secretly falling apart
Unseen
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful
You'd be so perfect with me
But you just can't see
You turn every head but you don't see me
I'll put a spell on you
You fall asleep
And I put a spell on you
And when I wake you I'll be the first thing you see
And you'll realise that you love me
Sometimes the last thing you want comes in first
Sometimes the first thing you want never comes
But I know that waiting is all you can do
Sometimes
I'll put a spell on you
You fall asleep
I'll put a spell on you
And when I wake you I'll be the first thing you see
And you'll realise that you love me
I'll put a spell on you
You fall asleep
Cause I put a spell on you
And when I wake you I'll be the first thing you see
And you'll realise that you love me, yeah |
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| Wishes. |
[Mar. 1st, 2004|05:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | sad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Bush - Glycerine | ] |
There is a vicious cycle in my life that keeps repeating it self. There is only one way that it could come to an end, well actually two. One will come in time, and hopefully the other will come in time also, but with a better outcome. |
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[Feb. 5th, 2004|02:52 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | groggy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Oh, Goddamnit- Hot Hot Heat | ] |
Wait, and let your decision mature.
I guess I need to wait for everything to kind of marinate, before I see what happens. I'm good though. I'm trying to be anyways. Other than that I don't know. Let's get through friggen Valentine's Day. That is my goal for the next week...ish. Gah the most media frenzied overpriced holiday. Get it outta here. I hate it.
Because I'm alone. |
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| AJLJFoifamw! |
[Feb. 3rd, 2004|09:03 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | cranky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Miss you- Blink 182 | ] |
Today we had a field trip it was pretty fun, except now I feel realllllly sick meh meh. Pictures are here http://groups.msn.com/Solanapics/shoebox.msnw ... haha there is some uber dorky ones of me hehehe. Oh well what can ya do. I don't feel so hot right now, I think I'm getting run down a bit. Thursday is no school, and I was going to go get a piercing, but im not so sure anymore, I think I am just going to stay home and do homework. Eek soo much homework I need to catch up on. But I also need new holes. SO yeah thats my thursday.
But today I got friggen exciting news, I am accepted into the RCMP academy that's right yeah bitch! I'm quite happy and excited and nervous and a little sad because I miss Niks huggggeeee concert, but I will try to catch them at their next big gig.
Anyways
I should
sleep.
?
maybe. |
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